Am in the opening stages of what I think is going to be an exciting project as well as quite an adventure. Not sure where it will lead, but so far so good, and I suspect there's lots more in store.
It began as a friend told me how he and his girlfriend gave each other homemade presents at Christmas and he and his camera went looking for shapes and structures in London which could be put together into a picture forming the letters of the word HOPE. The idea caught my imagination.
Pronunciation:/həʊp/
- a feeling of expectation and desire for a particular thing to happen
- a person or thing that may help or save someone
- grounds for believing that something good may happen
- archaic a feeling of trust:
verb
Something about going looking for hope, figuratively and literally, carving it out even, and interpreting surroundings through a lens of hope. Hope is something I often think about, especially in relation to life in Zimbabwe. Much of my time over the last four years has been about looking for and recognising the stories and seeds of hope in this place. Even if they are buried or trapped amongst other, less hopeful, situations. A treasure hunt of sorts, with clues along the way.
I've reflected on hope as a commodity - an ingredient for getting ideas and plans off the ground. I've wrestled with it's absence, encountered hopelessness, battled and not always won. I've watched where hope is either in short supply or somehow seems overdone. Is hope naive? Sometimes it seems so. I see different types of hope and hoping. The stakes vary and I have greater appreciation for a hope which hopes in spite of, rather than in denial of, circumstance. Quiet hope, with doubt not always a stranger, the paradox of carrying both hope and doubt simultaneously. Costly? That I've also reflected on. I see the way that, like a floating object thrown in deep water, hope can climb to the surface, challenging circumstance. I see the difference it can (and does) make.
Is hope is a choice, a decision? We choose to see it, to interpret it within the mix, to look for and call it out even. Is hoping hard...too hard? What if we sometimes can and sometimes just cannot muster it? How does it work and how and where is it generated. How do you recover from hopelessness and get your hope back? Are some just more hopeful than others? I love such questions, as I think they are so real and honest and really matter.
One way or another, I've come to have a lot of time for Hope: Small word, Big potential.
One way or another, I've come to have a lot of time for Hope: Small word, Big potential.
I'm looking to turn some of these ideas and experiences into a photographic project of my own. The medium of photography seems a good fit, considering it's all about ways of seeing and how and what you see. Capturing hope in the everyday. Actually, once I started chatting a bit about the idea with others I didn't want it to be just me on my own, so I've made a start towards turning it into a wider effort, open to all. A challenge of sorts. Put the HOPE back into Bulawayo...or, maybe just recognise it where it's been there all along, and celebrate it. Telling the stories of hope.





